The last few months have been hard, although I have managed to find few jokes in its titbits and have also successfully managed to crack a few here and there. The sudden hollowness from the departure of a loved one has left a huge dent in my psychology especially when the departed person has left the evidence of his life everywhere.

And at this sad juncture, it’s time to write a consoling quote, “Life is about moving on from one heartbreak to another”. It’s sad how the restless people pray for the peace of the departed ones. I’m 33% sure that it’s more for them. Finding peace in the cruel reality of nature is the ultimate goal of the limiting human form.

Two days ago I bought Red Dead Redemption two in Steam Summer Sale. And it is as a cocoon of a distraction as it could be. Weird as it may sound but, in the last couple of days, it has provided a huge help. The wild west has offered the much-sought break that I was already on. Is it healthy? I don’t know but is it something which provides a scenic view from a bank of a river stream or the top of a hill? A definite Yes. Arthur Morgan may write different things from me in his journal but the game has helped to create a world where evidence, read witnesses, are in my control.

Alright, it’s not healthy.

The only point of this blog is that this is what has been happening inside my brain.

More later.

Jd